Uncertainty

Dear lord,
I am helpless, tired, exhausted and full of uncertainty to my own life.
I am extremely sorry that i did not put some times to communicate with you, even before i sleep every night.
Do not give up on me because YOU are the only person that i can talk to.
Moment ago, building shook and everyone was scared. All i can imagine was, the building collapsed.
If the building really collapse, will i run? I dont think so.
I am that fade up of my current life.
Lord, I know YOU are full of mercy. YOU will forgive whatever mistakes i did.
No matter what, i just hope i still have YOU.
In the name of the Lord father, Son and holy spirit i prayed.
Amen.